Wanted : Inspiration

I'm back in Manila along with two contradicting emotions. I'm happy to be home, reunited with my cats and can finally stop from worrying now that I can care for them again. I'm also very sad that I'll be living alone for a while. Mark stayed in the Netherlands to work. We both decided that he stays and start working on our future there, while I come back, take care of our life here until we are ready to move with our cats. In the two straight years of being together for 24 hours a day and 7 days a week (unless he's out on a photo shoot assignment or hanging out with his friends without me), I became emotionally dependent on Mark, and that's why this time is really tough on me. I feel miserable without him.

So now I am trying to work on getting myself together and focus back on my productivity. It's tough, but life is not designed to be fair and all fun. I have to be strong, reasonable and focused on the goals we are trying to achieve, look on the bright side of the sacrifice we both made.

At this point I still feel uninspired to do anything. But it will pass ;) and hopefully in the coming days I'll be able to share recipes again and great food photos.

Ciao for now!